I need the pain to stop. It’s my mums birthday. It’s evil if I hang myself today isn’t it. Great. Now I have to wait till tomorow.
Gassing myself yesterday didn’t work. Sucked it up got ready went dinner planned to throw myself infront of a car. Then the chest pain. I was meant to do it after I had fun. My heart my rib cage the pain.
the worst part I ended up in an ambulance alone.
Now I just heard my two sisters bitching about me.
wow they hate meeeee
they hate me
my own blood hates me. It’s bad enough when so called ‘friends’ lie to you and leave you but when your own sibling Dosnt come to the hospital then fuxk them. They can come to my grave.