No one can tell me life isn’t cruel

My friends all got girlfriends and sex when they wanted I got nothing. I don’t even have intelligence to compensate for lack of social success. I’m just a misfit who fits in nowhere not even with other misfits. I’m incredibly lonely and have lost my few friends. Recently a parent died and it felt stupid to mourn them given they’d brought me into this nightmare. I had the feeling others thought the same. I’m even robbed of normal human emotions,  everything is tainted by my complete loserdom