I woke up this morning covered in hives. I still feel an oncoming fever and my lymph nodes are swollen. It hurts to breath. I also have had years of reoccurring tonsilitis and stones and they are back too. I spent 7 hours last night trying to clean and reorganize my moldy, dusty, shared basement in an attempt to de litter my life and combat stress. But, it seems to have been a bad idea because now I’m soooo sick.
I was saying two days ago if I have to live in my awful house with this shitty life much longer, I think I’m going to die. But now it feels like it’s true that the end is nigh. I know that just sounds over dramatic but, as if I wasn’t already depressed and stressed out about everything enough. I gotta be sick too, continueing my sleep in until 7pm cycle.
On top of this, my chronic pain issue has been acting up way more lately to the point I can’t move. Everything sucks ?
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What do you need in your life to feel better?
I want to be physically normal, healthy, not poor, loved, not hate myself, the list goes on
It really sounds like a lot of your health issues are due to living in that place…. mold,,, usually highly toxic….likely very much responsible for how you are feeling…
Might want to consider really working on leaving there,,,,, killing yourself is a little too drastic perhaps…..