Im so dissapointed in myself, I let my ex play with me and used me so many times, He lied to me SO MUCH, mislead me, treated me literally like his toy. I cant believe I trusted him and I cant believe that knowing the kind of person he is and that hes not gonna change, Im still not over him and still want him to come back and magically everything will be perfect. Like wtf is wrong with me, its been 3 weeks since we finally stopped talking AT ALL after an on and off relationship of one year and a half, a VERY intense one. Here I am crying because I remember the lies he told me and how much it hurts, it really burns my heart to think about it and to think that maybe hes with another girl in this very moment. I feel so much hate in my heart for him, normally I dont have hard feelings for my exs but I have so much anger right now, cant stop wishing the worst for him and cant help it. I hope this is just a phase because I dont like having so much hate for someone. Any tips on getting over someone/healing my heart or books or videos that could help? (I already cut all contact with him and blocked him on all social media)
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You sound a lot like me, no matter how awful my ex is it’s hard to let go. I think it’s because we miss the feeling, not the person. So no matter how much we hate the person, we still crave the feeling. Tips for getting over someone? lol whoever figures that out and sells it will be rich. Going to the gym usually helps because physical distractions are effective (endorphins or whatever) and also it can be an ego boost to make yourself look good. Of course friends if you have them. Oh and WRITE. Buy a journal and fill it up with thoughts, poems, drawings, anything. All of that put together keeps me sane 🙂 I hope something works for you