I’ve been here before, I have bipolar and sometimes after a manic episode I get depressed. I don’t want to live in these cycles anymore where everything is so tiring and difficult. I just can’t do it.
Dont think I’ve the guts to jump off a building plus I know someone who survived and it wasn’t good. Hanging is the next option but I don’t want my family to find me at home. It would be traumatising enough without that. Maybe I could book a hotel for the day and do it there? I know someone is going to have to find me, I wish it wouldn’t hurt them so bad.
I have to get out of here as my time in this life is up.
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I’m planning to book a hotel for a day as well and do it there; in a couple of weeks. I don’t want my family finding me as well.
What happen to the person who survived jumping off the building? I’m curious
don’t do it.
Don’t do it!!! Life CAN get better. For me it did and I’m glad I didn’t die.
Don’t jump off a building. I unexpectedly came acrcoss a video of it once and as you can imagine it’s the most horrific thing ever.
Please don’t kill yourself. You have other options — your brain is just telling you that you don’t. You have to right to let go of certain responsibilities you have when you’re sick. Please, tell someone, although I know it’s the last thing you want to do right now.