I’ve tried to solve or eleviate my problems but I can’t. I’m a failure, I’ve made a mess of everything and am a burden to my family, especially when ill. My friends don’t give a shit and fair enough (come off social media and you don’t near a word from anyone).
I can’t sleep, I don’t enjoy anything, food is tasteless. My next option in medication is antipsychotics but I refuse to take them when they will cause a whole other set of physical problems.
its my birthday tomorrow which feels like a reminder of how shit and worthless my life is, 36, what’s the point.
I’ve been […]