So, I’ve been unlucky in the past.
First use of ******** powder failed. Nightmare.
Second time the DDMP was undrinkable. Bitter Disappointment.
But now, Thanks to EXIT, I have a supplier of pure ******** straight from the factory. And, No, don’t ask- I’m not going to tell under any circumstances.
I’ve had to wait to afford it but Good Things as they say.
Tomorrow or Friday latest I pay- hoping for delivery around 23rd (ironically Earth Day) but if I have to wait a bit longer, I’ll survive (Ha-Ha).
So, seriously, I am currently so anxious counting down to finally being able to leave this realm. Hopefully to nothing else.
Remember when you were a child and December was just one long anxious wait till the happy day? That is my Life just now.
Its been over a year now since my first fail and I truly wish I had not been around to see it.
The Job has been very understanding- friends and colleagues have been very nice.
Even been invited by a female colleague to her Sons christening.
Colleagues have asked my help on extra curricular events and my application even won us an award.
I’m at my healthiest and told I look ten years younger than my age.
Ironically women show interest at the very time I no longer care.
Except, of course, for the one girl I would want the attention of. She avoids me.
Lifes’ Rich Irony.
And a problem I’ve been trying to solve since University suddenly has some amazing insights. Too late now to care.
Life really is Too Little Too Late.
Anyway- I have to vent this nervous energy so I’ll keep you updated with delivery.
Wish Me Well.
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Congratulations!! I would wish the same for me.. I am still in the waiting part
Then I wish you Well in the achieving. All The Best.
In the history of this website, there has never been a confirmed N exit. I believe you yourself posted a while ago how you had the pure stuff and downed enough to kill an elephant but it didn’t work. This is nothing personal, but I believe it’s counter productive to come on here gloating about how you found the holy grail, which fools others into thinking it’s available and probably spending thousands on false leads. I repeat, no confirmed sources of N. Research this site and you’ll find even the Exit sources are no longer trustworthy, if they ever were. People have been scammed out of thousands here on this site, only to give up and ultimately succeed with more violent methods. Other sites give more details of scams and even the famed Mexico strategy failing. Moral: don’t waste your time on N.
LOST- are you an EXIT MEMBER?
Lost is right. The real stuff is in Mexico. But if you want to continue to waste your money on these scammers do what you want. No one here is not going to tell you how to spend your money. You are just going to wake up after your attempt and complain on this website
Thanks for the Faith folks but it IS Mexican.
But I can agree- it’s incredible the amount of scammers out there.
Even for Amitryptilene (as I found to my cost).
Sorry if it came off as gloating- honestly not my intent. I just feel happy at finding the real deal.
Obviously the last batch (Chinese) was not pure -as you state it would have killed an elephant.
Part of the intent in posting, is that when (if) it arrives, and I pray it does, it demonstrates that there really is a reliable source.
Isn’t that what we all want?
I wish someone had pointed this vendor out to me back then.
Pax, I wish you luck this time. I hope your plan goes off flawlessly. I’m sure the waiting is the worst. I wish you all the best.
Nail on the head. Waiting is so frustrating.
Thank You 🙂
I wish you well also and I agree with Lost’s point that there are a lot of scammers out there but I truly hope you found a legit source.
Unfortunately the anti-suicide lunatics have made life ten times harder for people who don’t wish to be alive by cutting off means to have a safe, fast, painless death. Until the laws are changed, people will be forced into using risky methods or to travel to countries like Holland or Canada where Euthanasia is legal (though Canada is still strict).
This is similar to the abortion issue-until it was legalized women were force to use hangers back-alleys to get abortions. But I don’t see things changing until there is a large public debate on this issue and the Luddites standing in our way are removed from positions of power.
How sadly True 🙁
BML84 could you please write to me? I’d like to join exit and I wonder if you can help me with that. My email is my user name at gmail.
Thanks
Not sure how I can help? It’s pretty straightforward
So I just join and they have the info no questions asked?
You need photo ID but a works card was accepted.
Be creative.
I am happy for you and all, but do you not think it cruel to come to a place where you know people are suffering as desperately as you, to tell you’ve found a supply of something so coveted which would lead to a peaceful end to our suffering and absolutely refuse to tell anyone?