I don’t know why I cried

I just got off the phone with my mom. I’ve been meaning to tell her that I haven’t been keeping up with my medication and that I’m not doing too well. I told her and she explained some things and I agreed with them. She said that I’m not doing to well for a number of reasons. I can’t really put them into words, but I understand them. Then I started to cry. I told her that I love her and the I want to see her and my dad and my brother. I told her that I miss my baby brother and that I think of him everyday. I want to see him. She said ok and that she would try to work something out. I don’t know why I cried. I just did. A while ago I said that I don’t think that I could cry anymore. Now that I am writing I can’t even really understand that feeling. It just happened and then it stopped. It is weird. I don’t understand. I just took my pill right as I typed these words. It is so strange. I feel lost and I don’t really now where I am. So very strange.