Miserable, worthless, loser, useless, clueless, ugly, unattractive, scared, dead…..
My mind is spinning and puking all those words…. and I don’t know how to stop it…. I think my head is going to explode, I start hearing those noises again….. Please don’t come back, please don’t take me back……I don’t want to experience this again…..
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Pleasure, worthy, winner, useful, aware, beautiful, attractive, curious, living.
You’re not supposed to always be at the highest of high in life but killing off your negative thoughts might help you achieve more and give you a clearer head. I know this is easier said than done but I just wanted to give you a little bit of light in this moment of darkness. Hope you feel better sunshine! 🙂
Ah, it’s frustrating how easily our mind affirms and ingrains these postulated fictitious truth representations, even more so knowing we give them particular emphasis while being unable to ascertain their accuracy and objectivity. We place immense importance and uninhibited trust in suppositions which are certainly a vast distance away from the truth, and no more than a crux and maladaptive thought pathway. I wonder if we were to spend even a fraction of the time we do dwelling on mere fiction and gently steer our thought to truths what effect that would have…
Several jump out to me instantly from your post, I’ll list two for now: you’re articulate and intelligent