Ok, so this is really weird but, like, I really miss being able to cry. Like I started meds about 7 months ago and since then, I’ve been unable to have a really good cry regularly. It feels like I’m on the edge of a breakdown and I really hate this feeling. Like, I kinda want to go back to last year when I was crying almost every day because at least then I had some way of releasing whatever I was feeling. Like, now my only way of releasing my emotions when I can’t draw or write is through self harm but even that doesn’t work as well as crying for a good thirty or so minutes. I dunno. Maybe it’s just me?
Also, we’re apparently limited to one post/day so I guess I’ll just shove everything on here?
I was supposed to die in March. But i didn’t so now I’m in “uncharted waters” but I rly just wanna kms. I’m so scared. I don’t have a plan for this type of thing.
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Wow I relate like a lot. It feels like me writing. I used to cry everyday too but now I just can’t anymore so I do that too. Definitely not just you because this is literally me.
I have been adrift in uncharted waters for a long time. I like how you say you were supposed to die in March. I was hoping to leave in 2012. It’s been a long terrible time since then. The mere were the worst thing I’ve ever done. Stay posted and let us know how they make you feel some more.
I totally understand where you’re coming from. I feel the same way sometimes like I genuinely just don’t cry anymore. I used to at night but now I just lay in silence. I hope you’re okay and you will get out.
Thanks everyone. I really appreciate it. It means a lot.
Yea. I’ll be sure to keep you updated