I’ve been a prostitute most of my life, and I can’t escape it. I’m too hardened and damaged. Just ready to end it so bad. I wake up everyday really depressed and unable to function. I’m pretty old too, so it’s not like I can just start over. I have lots of suicidal ideation especially when I first get up and b4 bed. I do have a few friends I will miss and my cat who lives with a friend because I was forced to move do to the complications that arise with my line of work. The main issue is how will I do it. I feel bad not saying anything to friends too. Not super close friends but people who have normal lives that I see or talk to occasionally. I’m embarrassed to still be a prostitute at 41 lol! But u get used to doing something so long and that’s all u know after so long.
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embarrassed? for what? whatever we are, is not what we wanted to be in first place. time and situations push us to do things we never imagined we’d do.
and you’re not old, you’re just 41.
if you wana talk to a woman friend hmu.
Thanks for the reply nutjobcantlove. What is your email?
Drop me an email at nutjobcantlove@gmail.com
Ah it goes got moderation, it’s my username [at] gmail dot com