i was diagnosed with depression since march
i read that the most awful thing about it is that you dont know when its going to hit you
and this is so fucking true
i was with friends now
and suddenly i felt like if i am not with them and i started acting weird and left the place early
i went back home
i wanted to sit with my dad but he was busy watching TV , he didnt even say hi back to me
i am going to the dr this Wednesday
sometimes i feel that i am using the dr as alternative to my family who doesnt listen to me
sorry that you guys have to read those random and unrelated thoughts …
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Ah, third-wheel-syndrome as I call it – It’s a similar feeling to being alone in a room full of people. You get kicked out of sync with your friends, feeling excluded, outside, and “other” for little to no rational reason. Like the music stops but everyone keeps on dancing, and your just standing there feeling out of place.
Well, it’s a shame your dad wouldn’t talk to you. Is that normal for you? If so, that’s too bad… But, along with your doctor, you can always use us random people on the internet 🙂 Those thoughts werent random, or unrelated. And I’m glad you shared them.
I totally get the being listened to part. That’s what I love about my therapist. When it comes to depression itself I have a few supplements and yes a few essential oils that always keep it under good control and thus at manageable levels. Happy to share.
Yeah you ever get that thought/ feeling like “I’m gonna be so dead later like I’m so sure of it but rn im actually like kinda fine”
<3 xo
i’d read your thoughts the whole day
every day
<3