Have you ever been afraid to reach out to someone? to anyone?
Have you ever experience opening up to someone and you do your best to make them understand what you are going through and what is going through your head and yet you can’t seem to make them understand regardless of how much words are going out of your mouth on how you carefully choose words to explain to them what is what?
I don’t think anyone can understand. ‘Cause myself can’t understand it too. Do you?
Before i try opening up, there’s a lot of what ifs in my head.
There’s so many thoughts in my head right now.
I’m tired.
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Some things are just not explainable and the recipient won’t understand it no matter what words you use. For example, try explaining to a blind person (from birth) what a color is like. Most of the time when the recipient hasn’t experienced or felt things that you do, it’s equally impossible to make them truly understand it just with words.
I think a lot of people can relate to that here. And yes, when we don’t understand it, it’s almost impossible to explain it to others. Therapy isn’t for everyone, but when it’s done right it can help us understand what’s going on. So, if you can and want to, that’s a potential option. Do you have any people that you really trust? You can maybe test the waters a bit, you needn’t talk about everything. Just mention that you need someone to talk to and go from there.