This place makes me feel better. I finally have found some sort of acceptance in the fact that I am going to die. It’s nice to be able to just accept. I still feel this urge to fight and scream and holler at the sky with my pleas of hope and change, but I suppose that is only natural. There really is little to no point in this post. I was simply feeling incredibly alone and needed somewhere to type my thoughts out. This probably will get my post banned or something, but if anyone is willing to take in a 21 year old dude that simply wants to make you happy let me know. It sucks, you know. I’m not even that bad looking a guy, I’m broke, yeah, but all I want to do is love and give foot massages after seeing what a long day you’ve had at work. This post truly is a jumble of words all crammed together. My mind is a myriad of mazes with a never ending emptiness to them as well. So contradictory yet so understandable in a way. Anyways, if this does get posted and are interested let me know. Try not to get banned in the comment section so I can see it, haha.