Nobody believes in me where I am and I have no friends. People run into me and shove past me; I haven’t been invited to a single social gathering/event/party. I AM COMPLETELY FUCKING INVISIBLE and my anxiety is getting worse and worse. I hate this fucking school, I hate everybody around me, and I hate myself. I have so much pent up anger and sadness right now and I know now that it is never ever going to get better. Nobody will ever believe in me or love me. I’m so fucked up. How am I supposed to live like this? How am I supposed to live like this?!
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It gets better.
I have been where you are. I wanted to cease to exist last year. You would think as an adult who has been through a lot would not feel that way, but I did. I still have moments like that. But I can promise you it DOES get better. It did for me. My depression and anxiety still overwhelm me sometimes. But I hold on to those moments when I was happy and know that the sadness and anger don’t last.
Meh.
It doesn’t get better. You just get stronger. Or not.
Either way, time moves ever forward…
I’m feeling the same way lately, like nobody cares or even likes me and just puts up with me. It hurts even more when it comes bk onto me, I hate myself so much I feel bad for the people that I like.
i ask myself that same thing every second how am i supposed to live this way when I feel this constantly, and i just don’t know
Thanks :). It just feels like it will never get better and that it just gets worse…