my life is only getting worse and worse every day and with only 5 days until my 22nd birthday im losing more and more of my will to live every day. Honestly don’t even feel like trying anymore.
I was supposed to commit suicide on my 18th birthday but then random strangers shoved me into the mental hospital .. now I am still alive and I don’t know why. I would never willingly be alive today I was supposed to have killed myself 7 years ago. I am scared to be alive still. All there is is evil, ugly people. And I don’t mean the people are just mean, I mean they are fucking EVIL
Every day for the last 13 years all I’ve ever thought about is how I am going to kill myself because I’ve never wanted anything to do with these people or this life and I’ve always wanted to end it, get this pathetic life over with.
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I was supposed to commit suicide on my 18th birthday but then random strangers shoved me into the mental hospital .. now I am still alive and I don’t know why. I would never willingly be alive today I was supposed to have killed myself 7 years ago. I am scared to be alive still. All there is is evil, ugly people. And I don’t mean the people are just mean, I mean they are fucking EVIL
Every day for the last 13 years all I’ve ever thought about is how I am going to kill myself because I’ve never wanted anything to do with these people or this life and I’ve always wanted to end it, get this pathetic life over with.