This is the most cliched comparison I could come up with but I have little to no motivation to live or die. I couldn’t care for myself as much as I should’ve. I couldn’t get my chores over and done with. I just lie anywhere I want to in the house and do nothing. I can’t do anything.
I’m tired. Of crying and not getting things done. And having nightmares. Really tired.
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Feeling like a zombie is crap and I am sorry you have to go through this, I hope things will get better for you.
I often have nightmares too and I don’t sleep much. So I am so tired I can’t focus on my studies or do my chores because I just don’t the have energy and I feel drained. It is like I have been through a hurricane and landed up somewhere, broken and away from myself.
When I have no choice I force myself to work, to see people and pretend to be okay even if I feel empty and dead inside.
But with time I realised it is best not fight it if it is to debilitating . Just stay in your room, listen to music, watch a movie or play computer games (or other easy non demanding entertainment…) and don’t feel bad about not doing anything. It is like catching a really vicious cold, if you are sick no one will expect you to do stuff. You need to keep the little energy you have for yourself. You will recover a lot faster that way.