As the title says, please take care.
You all are important.
As for me…. Not so much….
This here is my final good bye…
I am not worth while remembering.
I’m nothing but a terrible person.
I’m sorry it has come to this……
I really am…..
I’m saying my final good byes…..
May the world treat you kindly.
Bye bye and take care.
(I just hope that I have enough willpower to end my pethetic life)
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oj1nDfKAHz, That’s up to you, if stick around things could get better eventually IMO.
I never had any friends or anything so I don’t worry about being remembered… I guess I’m a terrible person too because I am ugly and a homosexual.. I’ve been trying to kill myself for 13 years. I too wish I had enough willpower… one of these days though I swear to God I’ve got to end this…. I just don’t know how soon. I’ve been very stressed lately because I was supposed to have already committed… I have the means to commit, I just for some reason can’t seem to accomplish.. Maybe that just means I have one or two loose ends and need to perfect it before I die, which I’m sure won’t take too much energy…. Just wish I knew what they were. A lot of useless distractions a lot of the time.
I just think I should commit soon, and it’s been two or so months that I’ve had the means to commit. But I just keep delaying it……. which just causes me more pain because I’ve to keep working for nothing at all when I should have just ended it already….
I really just don’t know what to do before I commit to die on a ideal note…. I guess it’s just all up to me but still scary…
You aren’t selling it very well … If we’re all important that would include you, and render your intention to bow out invalid, for something which is important must be kept and held dear.
Good on you for trying to go out in a good light. You and I both know that none of us are important though. That’s why you may have already left and it is why I am leaving soon. If you are gone, then I’ll see you on the other side if there is one. If not, goodbye and good luck. I wish you the best.
If not being important is your reason, think it through, my friend. There’s no point in being important in this superficial shitty society of ours.
Maybe there’s more to it than that, I don’t know. I hope you find peace, be it here or after.
Someone about to commit could make anything into a reason anything they think they detest enough to fuel their fire to back up the feeling that suicide is the right choice. Any fire that is fueled strongly enough can burn down the forest. Reasons can change. Seems generally like a dissatisfaction with themselves, rendering them unimportant. Of course others to a suicidal person are just ants, like you are looking down at them from an airplane window. And to some extent, they are like ants but more draining and difficult and destructive.
I guess you’re right. Infact, I don’t know what he meant by important. On second thoughts, it makes a lot of sense. We all want to matter in some way and amount to something, and are here because we don’t matter, or think we don’t.
I hope you will have enough willpower to live your life and be happy .