I usually have something going on that makes me not want to die. Well, I want to die every night but I have something stopping me. Not now. Nobody’s home, I went to sleep at seven in the morning and woke up at 8 at night. I feel pathetic. My brothers are asleep. My mom isn’t home and she’s probably going to drunk when she gets home. There’s nobody stopping me, my mom would come home to my dead corpse. I find myself fantasizing every night about all the ways I could kill myself. See you tomorrow.
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Hi, nice to hear from you. I have no friends, no family. I am as good as homeless. I’ve been abducted quite a bit in the last three years and it seems that I have some sort of predator-stalker mix that is creeping on me every week of the year. I have been planning suicide since 2006 but I could never figure out how to commit without a gun. So here I am alive. Hope things get better for you.