I promised you my last week, but im not sure i can do it. A week to think about things. A week to let you talk me out of it. A week of what!? You know what the last day brings. is that really something you want weighing on your heart? just sitting there the whole week acting like everything is fine. hoping and praying i dont go through with it. so you can blame yourself once im gone. “why didnt i stop her? i had more than enough chances”
i know what i promised however im sorry but i feel nothing good can come of it. i wish i could keep my promise to you but i just dont think i can. im sorry.
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I had to hide a lot of things my whole life. I had to hide being a homosexual for 15 years and I had to hide that I wanted to commit suicide for 15 years. Whatever. At least your not hiding like “I’m a pedo for 40 years.” My grandpa actually was a pedophile actually. Lol
Please stop commenting on my posts. I’m finding it really annoying rereading the same thing again and again from you.
Sorry man.. I know we all got it hard but I’m just saying what’s going on right now in my life. Trying to help in anyway I can.
Well you be been saying the same thing for a few weeks now.
You caught me off guard, never thought I’d hear you right something like that, I’m also stupid I can take what your saying as I’m leaving you or I’m leaving the planet?
If your leaving a relationship I’ve done that many times, it’s hard but in the end it was the best thing to do, by the way the time thing never works I gave them a week twice wound up leaving both times. you know I’m a pretty positive person but people do not make big changes in character unless it’s life threatening to them.
If your talking about leaving the planet I wish you wouldn’t things can get better and most likely will, it may take time and suffering you just have to struggle in that direction. I’ve done that.
In any case I hope the best for you. I want to hear about your bakery.
By the way your right about starting at the swap meet, I’ve known several people who did that and made it big , One of them was French Bread! They had a van painted with the colors of France, had 100’s of loaves! OH the smell just drove you crazy! They’d hand out pieces and it was delicious! They sold a loaf to everyone that tried it including me! They sold out everyday.
I told my friend id hang out with him my last week of life but I can’t see me doing it.
Yeah I don’t like it, sounds bad all around, If I was your friend I wouldn’t agree to such a thing, very depressing and morbid.
That’s just how I feel, If I believed you were serious, and I was your friend, you’d wake up in handcuff’s! Rocket! Why am I In HANDCUFF’S! ??????
Oh I just thought we might discus your situation and rethink what your up too! In between the tickle tourcher! I think you need an attitude adjustment! That’s what friends are for! 🙂
Although he would try to talk me out of it if I put my foot down he understands and will leave it be. I think? Idk for sure in this case.
I don’t believe anyone would “leave it be” not anyone worth calling a friend. Dying of cancer yes!
He understands that it’s my choice.
WRTIE! I haven’t had my coffee yet! 🙂
You could also hang out for a week in your life, not necessarily the last one. Less pressure, more natural interactions.
Personally I wouldn’t be able to keep that type of promise either.
I wish I could but i can’t. It’s a complicated thing.