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this is it my guys

by li

i thought about it for too long

just do it


i fucked up once again

i hurt someone who means a lot to me


Im sorry N.B

to anyone who might be reading this

i’ll do it on Wednesday when my sleeping pills is here

if anyone wanna talk hit me up


good night everyone



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Cause of Death: Suicide 7/25/2019 - 6:43 pm

Ya I’m at an odds… I’ve been working for two years hoping to save up enough money to buy a shotgun. I’ve been sexually assaulted or raped (out of the blue) surprisingly a lot in the last 3 years (100 or more times). I was just raped actually last night, so no doubt about it that I’m going to kill myself. I just can’t decide if I should wait and go to college (im not going for a degree.. I’m just going for a few classes) or buy a shotgun and kill myself on my next payday.

I’ve been hoping to kill myself since 2006.. I only waited until 2012 because it is illegal here to get a gun until you turn 18… so I was supposed to commit in 2012. I never intended or planned to live past 2012 and I haven’t enjoyed one moment.
I couldn’t afford a shotgun until early 2016 but then I was randomly stalked by people I don’t even know and then That’s when I started getting raped regularly. (I think by people from the anti-suicide, pro-life agenda)

My belief is that it is the owner of the life’s choice how he-she dies. Whether he-she lives a whole life or dies young. Commits or waits 60 years for cancer. Choice or free-will. I would always choose suicide any day of my life. Also I am a devout ATHEIST, so I DO NOT believe in repercussions in the “Afterlife” and I’ve never believed in God. To my people, people who believed in God were full of sh*t and we would never give them a thought. Of course it’s the pro-life Bible-thumpers pill-pushers that are stalking me and took away my perfectly good shotgun.

I’ve never had any friends, any family, any interests, or any girlfriends.

li 7/25/2019 - 6:51 pm

agreed man

Cause of Death: Suicide 7/25/2019 - 8:00 pm

I knew someone who overdosed on sleeping pills, she ended up (i took her) to the ER to get her stomach pumped. But honestly, I don’t think she had the true intention to commit, just acted on erratic impulse.

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