I’ve decided that I’m giving myself 8 more years and then I’m going to commit suicide if my life doesn’t get even slightly better. 8 years is such a long time, I swear I don’t deserve even half of it. But still, I’ve decided I’m going to give myself a chance, no matter if I’m worthy of it or not.
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thank you so much for deciding to give yourself another 8 years. i know it’s hard, i know how you feel. i have those kind of thoughts all the time. i don’t know your circumstances, but you deserve so much more, believe me, even if it’s hard. you are so strong and beautiful to have given yourself that chance, to have mustered that courage. you are more than worthy, so much more. i hope you get through it with all my heart. please don’t take your life. i know that i don’t know you, but it would hurt me soo much if something happened to you. stay strong. i know you can.
Thank you, but honestly you’re the one who doesn’t deserve what you are going through. You’re in pain and yet here you are comforting others while I’m just complaining, haha… I hope whatever’s bothering gets better and you will finally get to enjoy life. With just this comment I can see you have a giant heart. You’re an angel and you don’t deserve to be depressed 🙁 You can give me away all your suffering, I don’t mind :))
i hope the same for you. you are so strong, being able to say what is hurting you. i send you my love and hope the best for you in the world. and thank you, it made me so happy reading what you wrote. Believe me, even if you feel hopeless and don’t have any more strength, you will get through it. You are the one that doesn’t deserve to be depressed. you deserve soooo much more, you aren’t aware of it. say what is weighing you down, what is hurting you and feel better, because you deserve it. you are fighting what is inside you. and don’t say that you are complaining. you are not, what you said needs a lot of courage to be said. you have every right to say what is in your heart.
thank you for living, thank you for being alive. you are worth more than anything in this world.
You’re a kind soul, you deserve all good things life has to offer. I hope you get through tough times. Sending you lots of love as well 🙂 I’m glad my comment made you happy and I could be of use for once.
I’m glad you picked a reasonable time frame, if you do something anything everyday no matter how big or small to improve your life in 8 years you will be in good shape.
I’ll try my best to make a progress.
I’m already proud of you! 🙂 That’s the way it works you start with a mountain and wind up with a mole hill.
8 years is a very long time. I don’t think I’ve ever been able to give myself even a few months. Congratulations!!
Yeah, I get you. I’m surprised myself. Honestly I feel like I won’t make it another week xD
Yeah the requirements for assisted suicide in Oregon are like, must have a terminal illness where you will die within the next 6 months. I’m like, does being suicidal count because I’m always planning or hoping to die by suicide within the next 6 months. Lol.
I’m supposed to be dead already 7 years ago actually…. I have no clue why I am alive today, still
I always wonder why I so desperately cling to life. It has never been good to me. Maybe we all deep inside don’t want to die, but don’t see any other way to avoid our pain. I’m sorry about everything you had to go through and I hope time can heal at least some of your wounds.