Not suicide related
Long distance relationships are far too difficult. I just spent 2 months with him in real life and now I’m going back to my boring miserable life back home. I want a better job, I want to be productive, I would even consider volunteering.
Gosh it really does seem easier to end my life knowing I’ve enjoyed these 2 months very much.
This just hurts so bad. I’m so lonely and I want to cry all the time. It’s torture.