I’m always afraid of christmas. Something bad always happen in this date. It started when i tried to kill myself, some years ago… But this year… 2019 has being an impossible year. Only sadness. Only losses. And now my best friend, which supposed to be with me to give me some strenght, just left me behind. Probably because she was afraid of a relationship with me. She just can’t understand that all i want is some happiness back. She was my light. Now she’s gone, i just don’t know if forever. If it sounds ridiculous for someone there… well… i can’t do nothing.
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Goodness.. I know how you feel. I don’t know if it was last Christmas or the one before but I remember being raped or something like that on Christmas. And that was terrible for me. It made me feel like, life truly has no meaning, and there is nothing left for me to do but commit suicide. I recall it being a very very hideous person raping me but I don’t really remember or know who..
I’m very sad to what happened to you and when I saw your post I registered here to find a way to help you get rid of this .. I hope you are fine .. hope to contact you to help if you don’t mind because your story really made me wanted to cry .. All my wishes and my heart to ya to become better .. Please contact me if you still feel suicidal .. I just don’t wanna any person with same traumatic memories loss their life .. ??