A long break of what?

I’m really tired like every small thing requires a lot of effort especially after receiving my friend’s last letter… The day after, I told my subordinates that I’ll be quitting and leave completely, but people asked me not to and they’ll handle the council activities and duties while I take the time all I need to heal. But, it is still up to me if I will completely leave.

My long rest away from being the chairman of the council starts next week yet half of me is glad and another is disagreeing of the idea of leaving the council. Until when?? I’m not even sure if I will be coming back.

But 3 days after telling them… Today, I smiled and laugh, genuinely after staying and witnessing a segment that isn’t part of the program that probably made the whole night of the program of the university student council breathtaking and memorable.

It made me realized that maybe if I stay and continue doing whatever I’m doing right now. I might just get my own happy ending, or will I?

But even if I end up in a good situation or being happy, I’ll still mourn for you my dearly friend. I’ll never forget you.