Why was i even born?To suffer or to die every day?

Today i cut myself 34 times on arms because i couldn’t handle the pain of not being loved by the person who i love the most in this world.She hates me the most in this world.i hadn’t done anything wrong to her i just said that i love her.She crucifies me each day by ignoring me.My time on this Earth will soon come to an End.”I’m lost and it kills me inside”.

Even my best friend doesn’t talk to me.My Family accusess me of everything going wrong inside the house.My whole family is troubled and my whole life is Fucked Up.