Is just not my day. This weekend was REALLY hard. I don’t know how I’m alive but here I am. I’m kind of amazed that I made it through this sadness and madness. Push forward. Make it through today. That is my only goal. Mercury is in retrograde. I am feeling shitty and communication is all messed up which really helps. I pray god to have pity on me but here I am still. I think if one more thing goes wrong, I may actually lose it. I’m a bit worried but I just gotta try my best. That’s all that I have.