yes, this shit is a soul cancer, depression is even worse than body cancer, it kills your soul , and once ur soul is dead, u are dead even if ur body keeps moving. and thats where we start thinking of commiting suicide cuz thats the only option we see, we are dead, so we want to kill the only thing left which is the body.
that bing said , i hope i dont reach that stage , am getting worse evveryday but am trying to fight back even tho i lose most of my battles vs depression, anxiety, overthinking and negativity . i am having these shits since 2016. its been almost 4 years and i am dying slowly.
those motiviational videos in youtube, its all bulshits for me , yea full of lies for me.
i dunno if i am gonna make it out of this one day, Dont know, maybe… or maybe i will end up like other souls,,,,
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Try meditation and exercise every morning. Just might help.
The difference between soul cancer and actual cancer is folks have a bottomless amount of sympathy with folks struggling with actual cancer.
Soul cancer? not so much.
I can really relate to this. I’ve been wanting to rid others of me for like 16 years now. It gets worse the more inconvenient my depression and desperation to get/feel better… I really hope you make it. I wish i had sound advice. I’m listening to sleep hypnosis right now even for reprogramming negative self talk because I’m always trying but it doesn’t help while I’m freaking out.