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I can’t take this anymore

by PanicRevelation

I hate myself! I hate myself! Alcohol just keeps enabling me to do the worst shit but its the only thing that takes the edge off. I know im a bad person and its so fucking laughable how im still trying to convince myself im not. I keep scaring people and losing control and lashing out.  I dont even want to be alive but i have to be. I have to be for other people but im just so tired and weak. I wish everyone would just stop clinging on to me so hard and let me go. I dont want to be here anymore and its been that way for a long long time.

Why do i keep doing these things. Please just let me go already so i can die

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Sbilko 5/27/2020 - 12:11 pm

I’m truly sorry to hear the pain in your life, addiction is hard to overcome, but not impossible. You are strong, you can definitely overcome the addiction to alcohol. So many people have, and you can too.

Have you ever tried the alcohol addiction therapies? As far as I understand it, they’re quite effective.

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