General by Jack 10/26/2020 written by Jack 10/26/2020 I think that I’m gonna die soon because I’ll get cancer. I’ll have this cancer because of these psychiatric pills I took (and still take) daily for more than ten years 6 comments 2 Email Related posts I love it when shit lines up and... 12/4/2020 I am just so stupid… 12/3/2020 Run again 12/3/2020 The other side 12/3/2020 a reason to die… 12/2/2020 Meds and alcohol round 3 12/2/2020 Can’t take the insane pain and anxiety 12/2/2020 12/2/2020 falling apart (again). 12/1/2020 I’m f***ing tired of my mom 12/1/2020 6 comments Abnormal.Thoughts 10/27/2020 - 12:44 am Fuck it. Give me cancer. Make it a bad one so I die quick. I can’t do it myself but this life is fucked. Log in to Reply Abandoned 10/27/2020 - 3:31 am Hugs Log in to Reply Her0Reb313 10/27/2020 - 5:05 am @Abnormal Thoughts That’s not something you wish for. If you’ve ever known anyone with Cancer you know it’s the slowest most painful way to die.. It’s not a quick death by any means.. Most people die screaming in pain. 🙁 My mothers mother has breast cancer as we speak and she is having a very difficult time with Chemo and Radiation. @Jack Try not to think so dark because of the medications you take. Just curious, do they help you when you take them? Think about the quality of life you DO have. Don’t let the sickness that drags you down outweigh the good feelings you do have. We are not being meant to live forever,. We all get sick and die in time. I wish it weren’t that way.. I wish we all could die soundly in our sleep. I don’t want my granny to die screaming and in pain.. I t breaks my heart. Take care. Log in to Reply Abnormal.Thoughts 10/27/2020 - 9:00 am I’ve lost several people to cancer, it’s a terrible thing and I don’t wish it on anyone, but if it buys my ticket on the midnight train outta here it might be worth it. And it wouldn’t even be my fault that way. So yeah, that last comment was coming from a pretty angry place, I hope you don’t get cancer Jack, that was not a very supportive comment. Log in to Reply Arron 10/27/2020 - 10:36 pm Her0Reb313 is right, that’s not something you wish for. I’ve seen posts by people on this site who were suffering through cancer and suicidal because of the pain and ravages it does to the body. It’s fine to rant about wanting cancer, or aids, or being murdered, but I hope no one seriously thinks that’s a viable way to go. Her0, I wish you the best dealing with your mother’s cancer. It’s not easy. I know from experience. Log in to Reply JudgeMeNot 10/29/2020 - 6:48 pm Lucky. Cancer is a slow death but atleast you can smoke weed. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.