internal dialogue

Get the pain out here. Don’t keep it inside. Turn it into vile words that describe the vile acts of an evil person. Let it out, right here. That shit will kill you, which is what he’d like, but f*ck that. If you exit at your own hand let it be for your own reasons, not his agenda. Nothing I or anyone else can say will cure your pain. All that can be done now is to process it, learn from it, and try to avoid it in the future. Vent, here, make it as brutal as you need, you’re not censoring it and that’s good. You’re better than what he made you believe, better than his lies. You can heal and recuperate, to an extent. You will be forever changed as a result of him, but here you are, getting some of it out, recognizing it for the lies it is/was. Lies. Untruths and manipulations, the acts of an inhuman coward. Get it out, System. It’s toxic, and you’re doing what needs to be done. You didn’t deserve this filth, and you have an opportunity to begin the painful process of moving through and eventually past it, just know the only way is THROUGH it, not around it. Take care. No reply needed.