I dont know how I feel, it´s not that I want to die I just want to disppear without hurting anyone. The thing is, you can just get help, but i feel that I don´t have any reason to be sad and I dont want to talk to a psycologist when some people have real problems, my life is good so why do I feel this way. I just can´t take it anymore, I want to leave this world and my mind, i want to finally relax.
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I know what it’s like to feel like that. You don’t really want to leave the big decision of putting a gun to your head to your worthless self. You just want to cease to exist without any trouble to anybody. You don’t want to think anymore. I don’t know how to stop feeling that way. I felt like that for years at a go. Maybe what you need is a break. A nap. A vacation. It’s a smaller decision than suicide.
I feel this 100%. I’m not in any terrible pain, I just don’t want to be here anymore and I’ve pretty much done all I can imagine ever wanting to do in life. And yet I know that if I end it, it will cause terrible pain to people around me, far more so than even a fatal accident or something like that would. So I just keep wishing to not wake up tomorrow morning. Even though I know the chances of that at my age are almost zero.