Trigger warning for self-harm.
So. As the title says, it happened again. I did harm to myself. And… somehow I don’t know why. No. I do know why.
I did it out of some stupid reason, not even worth being mentioned, but it’s so weird. I knew I didn’t stop, no matter how often I said I did. I never actually stopped and I don’t think that will be the case in the near future. So it will continue.
It will continue? Is it even a real solution? I mean, it’s not. It’s not a solution to my problems to self-harm as soon as they occure because I can’t seem to find any other way to helf myself and feel just a little bit better.