It’s destroying me. I can’t stand it anymore. I don’t have any friends, nobody to talk to, or laugh with. I had friends in the past, but since then i have isolated myself completely. The last time i spoke with someone that wasn’t my family was 1 month ago, and they were still just classmates. I don’t even remember the last time i had an irl conversation with somebody. The worst thing is that if i wanted i could reach out to somebody, but at this point it’s almost as i want to be alone just to feel sadder. For some reason it’s reassuring even if it makes me feel worse.
People my age go outside together, have fun in all sorts of ways. I have been alone for so much time that i don’t even have any social skills. If i had some before Covid-19, they were all wiped out. And now i haven’t gone out of home for weeks.If you don’t count going to school then maybe i go out once every two months. I just want to stop thinking and worrying about all of this.