🙂 I can’t do anything. I can’t take antidepressants either cause they scramble my brain, and it’s possible that I have a personality disorder and I was told that’s what happens to people with PD’s who take antidepressants. 🙂 Natural crap won’t work. This is one of those cases where I NEED the chemical reset because the case is so extremely and deeply ingrained in my brain that I can’t have life otherwise. And yet, salvation eludes me. 🙂 I don’t even know what it feels like to be capable to work a job because I’ve been like this for so long… I can’t imagine how people do it. It seems like torture.