Escaped but still suicidal

Hi , I didn’t thought I will write in this site again , but things has changed and only suicidals could understand me , I escaped my hell life to start a new life else where , far away , thought people will leave me alone , but they are not , it is suprising how people could make a supject or problem or interest in things that won’t affect them , and should not bother them, but what could make a joy for a person who have nothing to do in the evening,  except making joy of someone else story or life , I just want people to leave me alone it is enough what happened to me already , but you know the joke? People will question you without asking or knowing anything about you , because they want to think they deserve more than you , why not let me live alone and mind your business? No they want to exclude you , this will never change , people make hell on earth , now I don’t talk but they have interest in my life , why? Really , I don’t understand why people can’t live their life and let others live , just use your thoughts on yourself,  but what I realized really is that justice don’t exist , and I know it is just a matter of time to me , maybe the end of this year or the start of the other and I will kill myself,  I already had plans , just gived my life last chance, so I won’t have excuse for not trying.