I’m in my third year of college, I can’t get a job for the life of me and I can’t actually learn anything or keep up with the school work, I can’t drive because I get panic attacks when Im even close to another car but my city basically requires them to be able to function, not that I even have a life outside my room. I feel like I’m on a countdown till it all blows up, everything I do seems to put me in a worse position than when I started. It all feels like a trap made for me to die in
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I’m so sorry. Reading what you shared threw me back to my own memories of adjusting to the demands of life during and after school. I didn’t start driving until I was 22 and to this day I still never take highways for my anxiety. And trying to keep the terrible jobs I did get felt like a never ending disaster. Things these days are way more complicated than was ever needed. I truly hope things get better for you in all ways.