my 8th account because i keep forgetting the password and username !!! My prefrontal cortex has since developed just enough so that I realized I can put the login info in a text file. Anyways.
my friend is in bad place and i feel like everything i say to him is useless. whenever i try to help other people it just feels like when people used to try and help me and my head was just static and dissociation. I thought maybe say something bold to cut through the static, but, i dont really know what bold thing can be said thats gonna change a household being abusive.
you can let people know you’re there for them, you can let them know you care, and that holds a lot of meaning that may not be visible or even felt.
is this website that popular? what if they read this? maybe i should wait to post this, is my writing style recognizable? No, but ur overthinking is.
I don’t want to know how my friends are gonna kill themselves. its not something you’ll ever forget about. i wish it wasn’t in my brain. i think i mean i wish they never had those plans to share with me in the first place. i want to know as much about them as possible, but sometimes its a lot to carry.
Actually putting thought into helping people and putting effort into saying the right or most effective thing goes a long way. I guess that’s something i’ve learned.
It’s times like this that make me think “Man, being a friend is hard.” Which then leads me to the thought “Man, maybe I don’t got that many friends”
I like that more people are replying to posts these days. Nice to see.