Really Nostalgic

I’ve been posting more recently. It’s because I’m nostalgic. Tomorrow marks 7 years I’ve been posting on this site. Seven long years of coming here and dumping out the contents of my head. Do you ever start think back to when times weren’t so bad. Or at least times that don’t seem that bad from your current view point. Lately the crushing feeling of my current situation has made me nostalgic for those time. My tastes are also reverting back. I crave Sprite more and more because it reminds me of when I was a kid. I’m watching old youtubers that I haven’t really thought about for a while. I think craving that stuff is my way of coping. It reminds me of a time where I thought things were going to be ok and where I didn’t have much worries. Now I’m faced with the realization that I’m worthless and unable to make it as an adult. Incapable of being anything. So when facing that I just lie down and curl into a ball and try to think about the dumb times in high school. I guess that’s how the world is now. I feel like I had a bigger point I was going to make but forgot it. Hell thinking about it I remember a few users on here from a while ago. Shaterediris and atintofgreen talked to me. It’s nuts. Remembering stuff. Hope they are ok.