Ros, I can totally relate to your situation. I’ve updated my shelf-life to within 5 years. Some days, including today, I was extremely close to wanting to kiss it goodbye. For me, it’s most likely “when” and surely not “if.”
i understand that completely, the last few days were absolutely terrible and i almost wanted to give up. but i owe it to myself to stay strong, even if it’s just for a bit.
i had that mindset for so long, and it did help a lot of times, but this is different. this is my final chance to change. i want to live a happy life, not one where i (barely) survive.
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I hope things will get better for you, it’s admirable you’ve had the strength to get where you are now, still living.
i hope so too. 🙂
Ros, I can totally relate to your situation. I’ve updated my shelf-life to within 5 years. Some days, including today, I was extremely close to wanting to kiss it goodbye. For me, it’s most likely “when” and surely not “if.”
i understand that completely, the last few days were absolutely terrible and i almost wanted to give up. but i owe it to myself to stay strong, even if it’s just for a bit.
why that date? What would constitute sufficient progress?
procrastination is one of the most helpful tools for the suicidal, you can always die later
helpful or harmful? had i known my life would still be shit decades later, i would’ve offed myself much earlier in life.
i had that mindset for so long, and it did help a lot of times, but this is different. this is my final chance to change. i want to live a happy life, not one where i (barely) survive.
I believe in you man, stick it through, things will get better soon enough
thank you, i will try my best to stay strong!
What needs to change for you?
i’m actually not sure. i am not happy with who i am mentally, and i don’t like the way i look. i guess changing these two things is a good start