Seriously speaking I feel I’m unworthy in all aspects . I’m insecure everything about me . Today’s my birthday and I’m diving to the deeper depths of sadness . I don’t know what I have in life …. Just living some void shit …. My existence doesn’t have any meaning. I don’t expect anything from anyone but that’s making me more isolated and depressing. Idk whom to say these thoughts . I don’t want to share to anyone I know . Cuz they will not value or respect my feelings especially the closed ones . The person I love is making me feel like it’s smtg one sided . I feel like I’m in some situationship . I feel like I want to sit in a beach sand without anyone around and stare the sea till I’m fed up of it .