So my 20th birthday was a few days ago and things looked like they were starting to get better. Wasn’t feeling depressed, as much, and looking forward to a new college course which starts on the 27th of August. Also got back into football (soccer) and even got invited to join a couple of teams after impressing in a game. Well, I played in a game tonight and I was awful! Got beat 3-1 and all 3 goals were my fault. I’m a goalkeeper by the way. Doubt I’ll get asked back. Birthday night out was rubbish aswell! Basically people used it as an excuse to go out and get drunk, I practically got ignored all night. Half of them didn’t even know it was my birthday!!! It was when I got home that I realised things aren’t different at all. I’m still a joke and seriously nobody would give a flying fuck if I wasn’t around. A few days ago I was out and my mum phoned asking if I wanted a lift home, I met her and got in the car but something in my gut told me to stay out so I let her go without me… 5 minutes later somebody drove into the passenger side of the car and the police said if anybody was in the passenger side then they would probably have died. I’m still trying to work out if it was a lucky escape, a second chance, or did I just miss the best chance of getting out of this world? It would have been perfect! It wouldn’t have been my fault, nobody would have judged me and I would’ve got what I wanted. In the end I feel like god teased me. I was so close to a dignified death and never got it! My mum was unharmed in the crash by the way which is obviously a good thing but I will always regret the time I chose not to get in that car!!!!
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What’s more important than( life death football. England). fun playin. L or W are in the England team.? No.? like playin. Are you joe hart.?
Considering I’m Scottish no I’m not Joe Hart and no I’m not in the England team. And your post makes no sense mate…
He is pissed cause he let in a gole. Or did i read it wrong. Highlander 2. I want my money back.
You drunk or something? Or just have nothing better to do than write shinfo comments?
And It’s goal not gole. Learn to spell.
hiya Jamie don’t mind Donnie he is always kind of odd but he has been really bad today, I wonder if maybe he missed his meds or something
Was highlaner2 good.? ANd as for J. Just play the game. You are the keeper. So you will blam youself. It’s a game untill your in the England team or scotland team. fero iland’s are good.? And ranger. Who will win the spl.?
not sure what that means that you didn’t get in the car though, maybe something is telling you that you have more to do here before your time is up
And i’m not a cross dresser who blow’s pipe’s
And i’m not a cross dresser who blow’s pipe’s
I’ve never seen highlander 2. Faroe Islands are awful! Is that where you are from? Celtic will win the SPL, Rangers don’t exist any more because they got liquidated. And I’m a Celtic fan so I fucking hated Rangers!
I’m real from irish descent. 5 million of us in england. We don’t care. A one horese race.
I’m real from irish descent. 5 million of us in england. We don’t care. A one horese race.
I’m real from irish descent. 5 million of us in england. We don’t care. A one horese race.
I think i would kill my self if i were scotish
Donnie stop going unto people’s posts and terrorizing them. They didn’t come here for this. If you can’t help or listen then don’t say anything at all.
I’m helpin
Cat got you. Look sorry. If you need a chat.? D. But i’m in to bictin.
It’s ok SomeMalaise, the guys obviously got nothing better to do than try to kick people when they’re down over the internet. He’s the type of guy who obviously has no friends or gets bullied but tries to act the ‘big man’ on here because nobody can see him or knows who he is. For example it’s Friday night so obviously he isn’t out having fun with friends is he? No no he’s on a suicide website trying to find ways for himself to feel cool and tough. I bet if we were to meet him in real life he would shit himself and apologise repeatedly. Seriously I thought I was a loser but someone coming onto a SUICIDE website and trying to mock people… That’s really sad and pathetic. He will probably laugh at this but how about you come to Dundee and we will see how cool and tough you really are?
apologise repeatedly.? Really.? I’m fucked but no bich./ As for you.? Why you were going to off your self. Cause you let in a G.?
Grow up.
Hit a nerve did I? Why are you not out with your friends tonight? Bet your just sitting at your computer waiting on people like me rising to your bait. What else is a loser like you going to do on a Friday I suppose? Haha!!
No Cause it’s 242.
No Cause it’s 242.
Of course it is…. Nothing to do with the fact you’re an idiot?
Why did you never see highlander 2.?
Because most people watch sequels to find out what happened after the first one. I haven’t seen the first so there wouldn’t be much point watching the second.
college hard.? J.? so your going to off your self
I said I start on the 27th of August. Has it passed the 27th of August yet? Seriously mate you are making a complete ass of yourself!! It’s actually getting quite funny how uneducated and stupid you are! Surprised you’ve heard of college actually..