Yesterday, I was all set to catch the bus. However, I didn’t end up doing it. :( The main reason is because my preferred method requires dry weather for its best chance of success, and the weather here at the moment is very wet. I know, it’s a lame excuse … but I’m pretty lame.
I could have used one of my other two methods. I didn’t.
Parts of my world are falling down around me. Other parts I thought had fallen down may be more resilient than I first thought. Depending on the outcomes of today, I may or may not decide to try tonight. I’m not going to hold myself to it, and I’m certainly not going to make a public commitment to something I may not be able to deliver on.
Sorry to mess you around yesterday, SP.
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I was looking for a post from u late into the day yesterday. I’m happy to hear from u again my friend.
@clarity1987: Thank you. If I do decide to catch the bus, I will do everything within my power to ensure that one of the very last things I do here is to post something on here to that effect.
What are you doing that requires dry weather? Glad to hear you’re still around, hope things work out for you weather you catch the bus or not.
@Scar504: I don’t want to go into the specifics of my preferred method (i.e. how to do it), but my preferred method requires lighting something and allowing it to generate enough momentum to make the required substance which, once transferred into a confined space (say, a motor vehicle), would allow me a gradual loss of oxygen whilst falling into a deep, permanent sleep.
One of my other preferred methods is hanging from a tree. If I’m going to go and hang myself, I’d prefer to die dry than wet. Even though I’m suicidal, I still have minimum standards of required comfort.
Hmm me thinks i know, but anyway if you do go with hanging please research it. I was going to hang myself a while ago and read a lot about it. Pad your neck or the ropes will cut into it when you’re thrashing around also wet the rope and use a slip knot hyperventelate before letting go to get rid of excess Carbon dioxide. I’m not sure if that was again the forum rules? I’m new here. If so sorry just trying to make things as painless as possible.
Thanks for the tips, Scar504. Technically speaking, discussion of methods is forbidden. However the admins don’t seem to notice. It seems like general discussion may be OK, it’s probably more a case they don’t want to see step-by-step howtos.
As you may have guessed, my preferred method is CO poisoning, a.k.a. Hibachi Suicide. I’ve done a lot of research to ensure it has the best possible chance of success, though I will not share my findings here. Took me all of 20 minutes on Google to get that sorted.
GO google…
It’s not your fault.