I’m trying to just be. I’m trying to let my mind relax and let myself be happy. Only, I’m finding it really difficult. My mind is constantly busy with thoughts of loneliness and suicide. I’ve been through so many emotions today. I feel like I’m going mad.
Every day that I’m here is another day that I worry about. I cannot focus on anything other than the past and I hate it. I am so lost. All I really want if for someone to make my life bearable–someone who can take my mind off the things that don’t really matter.
I just want to be cared for. That’s it.
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I feel the same everyday. People may say they care but they can’t care if they don’t understand.
Your not the only one. But sometimes it does feel like your the only one huh?
Yeah, and I don’t know how to deal with the loneliness anymore.
No one else can fix me and i have no illusions that someone else can fix me. This is an inside job if its to be done at all.
I think after many years of this stuff, I know I’m broken beyond repair.
I know, esp at that point where turning people down becomes a norm. Well for me, I tend to find myself comfortable alone. & I dont think thats a good thing. lol
let me care?
I know exactly how you feel. I feel the same way. I feel so alone myself.
I keep waiting and hoping that things will get better, but my patience is running low.
my life seems pointless.
I guess it’s more common then I though.. i’m obviously not the only one to feel this way…