It’s the only thing that helps, and I don’t mean sex, I mean love, pure unconditional. Without any bullshit or demands. Just you and me embracing each other and hugging away the pain.
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I think its safe to say that we all want someone to love us unconditionally…someone to hug and hold someone to feel safe with someone who thinks you’re pretty darn great even when you’re are your worst. We all want that its just a matter of waiting to find someone like that. It would really be nice to find someone like that. Just dont feel alone in this because you want what we all want.
The way I know if I love a girl is if I can’t think of her sexually, because she seems so pure, that it feels wrong to think of her that way.
That’s exactly how I felt about my ex.. I know exactly what you mean. It hurts so much not to be loved back.
The universe dont work. Like that. Cause we would all get bord. Or something.
wtf is that supposed to mean? I won’t get bored, I have been waiting for it all my fucking life, and I finally got a quick taste only to find out the guy was a fake. Your comment is just full of hate.
The universe is a a *****.
RIght now the only one I see acting a ***** is you.
Hey Ellie, I’m curious. How did the guy in your life deceive you?
I’m not gay
Well it’s really complicated, me and him dated for a couple of months. He was just the perfect guy for me, we were both on the same page, and when I was around him I felt like I’ve known him for years, I just felt so free around him. He felt the same, we even called each other brother and sister jokingly, cause it felt like we were so close. But I have bipolar and I just got scared that this is a lie, cause I have been hurt so much before horribly by guys. So i broke up with him, but I DIDN’T mean to, I will never forgive myself for doing this.
I was just so scared that it’s too good to be true and that I’d get hurt again. The same day we talked on FB and I tried to apologize to him and tell him what I was going thru but it’s as if he turned into a different person. He was so cold and restrained. He tried to be nice saying can we at least be friends? But I couldn’t be friends with someone I loved so deeply, that would kill me.
He deleted his Facebook, and no matter how much I tried to explain to him that I just had a really bad panic attack he would not listen. He just became cooler and cooler towards me. He said he loved me so many times. We were so close… he’s the first guy I ever have been that close with. But all of a sudden he just turned into a stranger. And that just got me thinking, maybe he was a fake all along, maybe I just couldn’t see it. If he had a panic attack I would understand him and forgive him… I just can’t believe he let me go. I’m still desperately in love with him. I’m a total fool.
To long. Sorry.
stop trolling me. I’m not in the mood.
So your boy friend hate’s you.? Three line’s.
Not a book.
Go hump a car.
I’ve done this several times now, and I hate myself for it every time. I think the reason they turn cold after you break up with them has nothing to do with what you were feeling. Because you broke up with them, they are now afraid that you’ll do it again and they will be hurt. I know it might hurt to know that they really cared, and they probably still do, but learn from your mistakes. And learn not to be afraid to be in love with someone.
You have no idea how I’ve been treated by men, if he really loved me he would forgive me. He knows me, he knows my heart. I’ve tried so desperately to ask for forgiveness, but now I had to let him go, even though it broke my heart.
make sure you use protection.
Give it time may it heal, sometimes the best thing to do
i wasn’t talking about sex, I honestly didn’t think this website would be full of trolls.
How could I possibly know how men have treated you? .-.
And just because they love you, they’re not obligated to forgive you. Honestly.
True love forgives, that’s all I know. Thanks for being rude.
I met about that dude who u said to “go hump a car” iam sorry if I afenned you, ps ps iam a 12 year old girl
I’m sorry I didn’t mean to offend you. I though you were saying that to me. I’m really sorry.
i’m sorry shabby I don’t mean to be a *****, I’m just completely ruined by this break up. I’m really sorry, you seem like a sweet person. thanks for your post.
*stabby
Dont be sorry, it’s ok
No worries. We all act badly when we’re feeling shitty. That person who can love you the way you want and deserve to be loved is out there; there’s so many fish in the sea, it’s hard to believe they’re not.
A wise man once said “you must learn to enjoy the struggle”. If you go to the trophy store, you can buy a four foot trophy for about thirty bucks. You take it home, put it on a mantle and soon forget about it. If you win first place in a marathon and receive a four foot trophy, you would consider it priceless, for years to come. It’s not the finish line that gives you the endorphins, it’s the race.