I hate my family so much, everyone hates me , why should i live anymore …. what do i have to live for … to get up and hate myself more and more everyday… hell no …. life sucks….
Hi … Im lydia… My parents are rich , its not that i don’t like having all this stuff , its just that they think that they can make up for all the stuff they screw up by buying me things… My dad is at work 24/7 , and my mom was abused by her father as a child , so she takes it out on me… according to my family i cannot do anything right – and when i try to tell them that it hurts , and i try and reach out for help they never ever take me seriously.. It hurts too much… I am a Christian so killing myself isn’t really a Good option right now.. wish i could kill myself but i cant …so until i find so way to tolerant my unbearable life ( who am i kidding ) im screwed…  all i have is 5 words to say – Fudge you mommy and daddy …
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did you try talking to them???
So no other family, your pastor, social workers, no one? Well, except us? Really? Email me.
Would it be possible to sit them both down and explicitly state that there’s a serious problem? Sorry they’re not giving you the affection you deserve, but i don’t think you shoul kill yourself. Find friends who do care about you; they’re out there. Also you could try a school counseler if you’re still in school. And if your parents are rich you could try a therapist.
best wishes <3
So you’re a goody good good Christian and you sound younger than 17.
Sweety… Right now you’re going to have to compare what you got with the bad shit. Right now, you sound like you have more good stuff than anything. I’m sorry, but your hormones are just making you think like this. As for your mom, just yell back. Yell, don’t cuss, but you won’t because you’re a goody good Christian, and express every now and then what you feel. You’d be surprised what happens sometimes. So deal with some of it. Daddy works? Ok, he works. If you want to talk to him, maybe start a letter that you both can pass back and forth everyday. NO EMAIL. Electronics make things shit. A real letter.