I wish…

I wish I had a normal life with parents and going to parties and having fun.

I wish I could see my mum again, at least one last time to say goodbye.

I wish I didn’t have anxiety problems, depression and OCD.

I wish I didn’t have to pretend to be happy all the time.

I wish I could actually meet my brothers and sisters and let them know I actually exist.

I wish I had a proper family, not just an aunt and an uncle.

I wish I had people around me who would understand me.

I wish my mum was here so she could hug me and tell me everything will be okay.

I wish my dad would actually talk to me.

I wish people wouldn’t judge me on what they hear.

I wish I found it easier to talk to people so I could get help.

I just wish I would get some good stuff in my life for once.