My thoughts

these thoughts are there they sit there like glue and don’t want too go away. I am sick and tired of living. I want too do anything too just fade away…. I puke so I can get rid of the sadness and the pain…. I  enjoy  every little bit of it  & watching my self  get more broken apart..  I am over all of this shit and the lies and the hurt I am done with it all. I am still working on a date that will be more solid. I have a few methods but all in all I am just waiting too see if things will ever change for me. I have a basic  idea of how long I have  too come up with a date but until then I am still here trying too give it my best shot and keep on fighting. nothing in my life is working for me any more.