Fuck You Fuck You

I hate you, you fucked up and lost it all. Get out of my head. Stop reminding me daily….your mom doesn’t want you back. You’ve lost your family. Your fucked. You can’t fix it. Help me. I want to but I don’t. Anybody. Talk to me. . I fucking hate you you stupid *****, look what you did. I’m sorry. I never thought it would turn out like this. It did. Now look at you, sitting here while it eats you alive while your not even fighting back. How can I try when it’s overpowered me? Nobody’s gonna fucking listen anyway, they say they will but they’re FUCKING liars. Fuck you stupid ****** *****. You ask me what’s wrong every time you see me asking me if I feel better. No, I’m not. LISTEN TO ME YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, LISTEN. I’m not feeling better and I’ve told you what’s wrong 4 fucking times and you still do nothing but tell me “ohh it’ll get better hurrr durr”. Guess what? It fucking hasn’t. It’s only gotten worse and you’ve helped the minimal amount you could, because you don’t want to put in effort to see your son feel better. I’ve fucking lost it all. Seriously….somebody, talk to me.  It hurts more than you can imagine…I’ve lost my sanity, but more than anything, I’ve lost my fucking family. I’m fucked, just do it already ************.