Wait.

She fell apart over a small error
She lives her life, filled with terror.
She cuts her skin, like it’s paper.
People try, but no one can save her.
She can tie a noose.
She can get a gun.
She can find a knife.
And she’d be gone.
She could drown in a tub.
She could OD on drugs.
She could defy gravity.
But she’s no coward.
So she sits in her head.
Dreaming of dead.
wishing to go.
wanting it to be so.
And so she will wait.
And she will take the pain.
She will stay sane.
As the world goes insane.
Ever since day 1 she’s waited for life.
To come and say,
she was a mistake,
and take her away.
And she still waits.
And she could free herself.
on her own.
She can tie a noose.
She can get a gun.
She can find a knife.
and she’d be gone.
She could drown in a tub.
She could OD on drugs.
She could defy gravity.
But she’s no normal.
So she sits in her head.
Dreaming of dead.
And the world goes crazy,
and she stays sane.
she finds her ways
to be rid of the pain.
And her brain seems to slowly be catching up.
with her suicidal thoughts.
cause now even she,
is calling herself a fuck up.
And she could give up.
She can tie a noose.
She can get a gun.
she can find a knife.
and she’d be gone.
she could drown in a tub.
she could OD on drugs.
she could defy gravity.
But she’s no ordinary.
So she just sits in her head.
Dreaming of dead.

Sincerely, Free